I'm operating in a different flow these days, and although it's new to me and kind of peculiar, I love it! I think. Yep, definitely love it. Well....
There is so much swirling around in my noggin and in my heart, and I am excited about it all. Also, I'm a bit nauseous about it all. I know there are some exciting days coming up, and I know that the thought of those days will most likely make me want to crawl underneath the bed.
Are you starting to see the conflict?
When you know that you know that you know...there is that awesome peace that only God provides. Vision is red-hot, and I am ready to go with what God has next. It is absolutely terrifying and I hope to some degree that it always will be! God is my portion, and I rely on Him.
I have been electrified by 1 Corinthians 1:26-29 (Amplified):
"For [simply] consider your own call, brethren; not many [of you were considered to be] wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth.
[No] for God selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.
And God also selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is low-born and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are,
So that no mortal man should [have pretense for glorifying and] boast in the presence of God."
I take the calling very seriously...always. I don't always have to take myself so seriously, and these verses just kind of make me laugh. God knew what He was getting when He called me. If He's cool with it, well...here we go!
So, look for some news soon (although it has been a poorly kept secret)! Off we go without any hesitation...and without a lot of know-how. But...this is God's thing. I rest in that covering.